Cats are AMAZING animals!
My cat continues to amaze me (Not the one who was in heat by the way, my kitty - Willow). I'm pretty sure she adopts my mental state. When I'm down she knows it and so is she. When I cry, she cries. It has gotta be the cutest and most touching thing I have ever seen in my entire short life. She knows exactly what I need when I'm upset. Well she knows that will somewhat make me feel better. She just finished sitting in my lap for half an hour while I just talked and cried to her. Its amazing. Amazingly great. She never does that. She's not the most cuddly cat unless you are feeding her or something so for her to do that without putting up a fight really cufuddles me. She even makes it seem like she's listening. I was talking to her and she'd look at me and tilt her head as if to say " Go on... I'm listening." She even meowed at the proper times. I never believed before that animals could be such a gift from God but I have been converted. I am truly blessed to have such an amazing animal.
I must shift my rant now to crazy things called relationships. You know.. its strange how you can take something from someone close to you and make it all about you. Even when its not you still find someway to get upset over it. Though since this is me writing and of course we are talking about me and I hate to be wrong I must defend myself. I realize that this something is about someone else but somehow I feel like I've failed. I feel like I've let this person down in that they had to deal with this and yet I feel like I've failed those who I've told I would look after this person. You know, Finding Nemo's Marlin said it best. "Its a complicated emotion." And that nice little quotation (as I learned in english is the noun form) can describe anything.
Oh and by the way, if you ever want to know how to ruin a night with someone, begin the conversation and first meeting with: "I'm leaving you." It has remarkable effects on the person you are with.
Anyways, I guess its time for me to go do something... something other than rant about nothing too important...
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