Failing, Snow, sick, taking on too much etc...

sigh*. I now know what its like to fail an exam and a class. Wow... I don't think I like the failing feeling. Luckily I think I can push it out of my mind until my other exams are done and then I can go hide in a corner and cry about it. However, failing this class means I've failed my science requirement and therefore need to take another science class. That is not so good. Not that really any of this is good. However I won't take it next semester, I'll wait and fill that requirement over the summer or next year. My mother can so not find out about this. I can only imagine the hell and the possible suicide that would ensue should she find out. Oh it would not be good.
So here I am sitting here with my hot clam chowder (surprisingly from the cafeteria), I'm cold, quite depressed really and very very tired and sick. I'd really like to go home, take a few too many meds and sleep for the rest of the day, however I must stay here so I can go to my Doctor's appt at 1. Which is in an hour, so that's not so bad.The chowder is hot so I'll be eating it for an hour I'm sure. Its a good day to see a doctor. Yeah. Cause I'm sick and quite down.
My professor just sent my astronomy class an email, wishing us a Merry Christmas and thanking us for taking the class. I want to reply and say that I didn't fail the class cause I hated it but that would be a lie. So I suppose I shouldn't.
So its snowing again... or maybe that's just previous snow blowing around. Either way there is snow on the ground. And its very cold out. I decided after I nearly froze my ears off the morning that I need to buy a hat. I hate hats though. I look ridiculous in them. But I suppose I'd also look ridiculous without ears. So Christmas is only 11 (?) days away. I think I'm gonna get my christmas tree tomorrow or maybe even today. Maybe today, except its awfully cold to be traipsing through the woods for a tree to chop down, put in a bucket and leave to die in my house. However if I get it tomorrow, neither Marie nor I will have time to decorate it until friday night and that would be horrible (only cause I'm so impatient). Ahh... life's little dillemas.
Why only give me two crackers with my soup? Do people honestly expect people to only eat two crackers with their soup? What about the people who eat soup with their crackers? What about them? Was has become of our food service industry....? - That was my rant of the day.
\So Marie leaves for her home next Tuesday and the days that ensue will prove my incapability to be alone for long periods of time. But I will have my cat and cats are very good company, especially my cat. Who by the way has one 12 kitten wars so far... she has however also lost.. not sure how that happened, must be a miscalculation family:arial;color:#3366ff;">http://kittenwar.com/kittens/41500/
So I think it might be a bad idea to have 6 courses next semester - however my thinking that's a bad idea and my doing something about it are two different things. But I am very excited about starting new classes. Especially my classics course and my linguistics one. Intro to logic sounds like it'll be pretty cool too.
Well I should get going. Finish my soup and go to the doctor. Tootles.