Freak out of the week

Soooo.. turns out I DID give the landlord January's check and it bounced. I hadn't realized I"d given it to him and therefore wasn't too worried that the money wasn't there as he did not have the check. So yeah... I'm freaking out majorly... and its strange... he hasn't called me and it bounced 4 days ago. Anyways yeah. But its okay... yes... trying to assure myself of that. I just called and woke Mary up so I could vent and cry to someone. Things like this should not make me cry. But its okay. Student loans came in today, its okay... *sigh...*.... wow.. Okay. I'm alright.
My cat just told me her litter box needed to be changed... yes she went on the floor. That just added to my freaking out... but now I"m gonna go organize myself and do something to calm myself down.