Sleepless in my bed

Reasons why Meldoy does not sleep:
1) Too busy, too much stuff to do i.e. school
2) Nightmares
3) Too afraid to go to sleep cause of the nightmares
4) Too stubborn to go to sleep cause of the fear of the nightmares
5) worrying or thinking

Last night's reason was number 5... I didn't sleep at all last night cause I was thinking and worrying about the million and one things I need to do before I move. I layed there till daylight, I did fall asleep for a bit then, not long enough howeve before Mom came and woke me up for me to go to work. Its bad... I hate admitting this is one of the reasons I don't sleep but it is, sometimes worse than the nightmare issue. I can usually solve this issue whenI'm living at my own apartment and don' have to worry bout waking anyone up; if I can write the stuff down so I'm bound not to forget the things I can usually fall asleep or if I can actually go and do some of the stuff that will help but last night I couldn't... I couldn't get out of bed cause my grandmother is easily awakened and etc... its horrible.. and I know tonight will be the same.
But there isn' much I can do right now I guess... I just need to get this moving over with. Then I won't be able to sleep cause I'll be too excited.