Weekend... almost... over. *sniff*

Can't believe its Sunday already. I haven't left my apartment since Thursday. And I don't plan on leaving it for awhile longer. My meds aren't working. I am scared of my own shadow. Its most wonderful really. Exactly how I wanted to live out my life. Scared to death of what could be waiting for me around a corner, my stomach in knots and my knees so weak I can't walk. Yep. Should be a wonderful life. One to look forward to really.
Watched some movies over the weekend. Most of them good. Some of them weird. I should have been working though. Got some work on the philosophy essay done last night. At least I've read the material now.. and I have a vague idea of what he might be looking for me to say.
Willow was very cuddly this morning. She put her paws on my cheeks and just layed there, then put her head on my shoulder and fell asleep. It was very cute. Think she slept there for over an hour. If I moved, she'd look at me and then lick my nose and go back to sleep. I do love my cat. Makes me feel good.
Got to see Alex last night, that was nice. Dad wanted me to go to Woodstock with them but that would have required leaving the building and I wasn't doing that, so he just dropped him off and we visited for a couple hours. It was good to see him. I like him. He loves me. He curled up and sat on my lap most of the night, he's soo cuddly. Its great.
So this week the work actually begins to pile. I have two midterms on Tuesday (Womens' Studies and Phil of Law), and an essay for women's studies due on Tuesday (which I'm almost done! woot!) and then an essay for Phil of Law due on Thursday (which is very very far from being done...). Plus, I'm supposed to have Plato's Timaeus read for Thursday, but I think we are behind a bit in class so I might have a few more days to get that done. Which is very good. Cause its not an easy read. Now the bigger problem lies in that in order to write those midterms.. I need to leave and go to school.. I'm really not seeing that happening.. unless someone can find me some valium. This could be problematic.
Habitat meetings are starting to get going now. Which is cool. Its very exciting to actually be in on everything this year instead of just getting updates sent to SJ. I'll actually get to know people this year. Which is very exciting. Being secretary is fun, means I get to do organizing things. Feel like I'm doing a bit less than everyone else but hopefully people will give me stuff to do if they need it done. But for now, what I'm doing is okay. Cause I can't emotionally/psychologically handle much more.
Well... its 1:30, I'm hungry and studying calls so off I must. Happy Sunday all.