The drugs don't make me high, they make me neutral. ~Dr. Gregory House.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Running Adventures

Ah Me... how do I do it?
So I went for a run earlier... well it turned out to be more of a walk... my lungs hate me.
Anyways, so I'm walking along when I came upon some guy raking a lawn, not so exciting no but I thought I knew him but he was still a distance away so I couldn't be sure and I don't really know a ton of people around here, so I figured it was unlikely, however, being the girl I am, I got a bit nervous walking by a guy who could possibly be wonderfully beautiful and take more than a second glance at me etc...
Anyhow, it turned out it was Jeff. From habitat. Not that that's a bad thing or anything or that the above nervousness doesn't apply cause this is me we are talking about, I get nervous around everyone.
Back to my story.. so I'm walking by, and sorta trying to look back inconspicuously to see if I know this person or if I should be smiling and looking less like the ridiculous runner I am, anyways... so yeah, its at this point that I realize its Jeff, meaning I can stop getting excited about getting a second glance or whatever and that's when I trip and fall.. if not for the tree to catch my fall I would have fallen flat on my face.
You know... I'm like one of those girls they make movies about. I'm the clumsy, nerdy, not so beautiful girl who everyone makes fun of and then all of a sudden she's beautiful and popular and the guy of her dreams falls for her. Unfortunately the beautiful, popular and the guy part haven't exactly happened.
But yeah..
Soo.. the runnign was nice.. I think if I'm gonna try and beat depression medfree I'm gonna need to do that more often, I do however need to get some warmer clothes... cause its frickin' cold out there! Anyways... books call... actually they're yelling. Loudly.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

and everything that you listed in your blog are the reasons that i do not go for runs outside lol. i prefer to do it in the comfort of my dark basement where no one sees me...not even my kitty.

mmm yes that is a lovely factor of horrible self esteem^_^

however i can see you do exactly what you described because it is indeed the exact type of person that you are.

and i do believe that you will find that perfect beautiful guy soon


for the record i do not believe that you are the "un beautful" girl either. i think you are very attractive

^_^

love