School is my arch enemy...

So I have a huge dilemna. Classics is not working out for me. I have not gotten a mark above a C+ in any classics course yet. This is not good as it is supposed to be my major, and I need a good average for law school. I know.. I shouldn't be worrying but I do and Its killing me. Literally.
Soo... I'm stuck. What do I do? Do I try and get my classics marks up higher this semester? Do I switch my classes around and take something else for a major? And if so, what? I need a double major if I want to continue the Law In Society and I do know I'm sticking to that. Or do I abandon Arts altogether? Or do I just forget university and work towards some dreams of things I'd really love to do even though success at them is nearly impossible?
I'm making an appointment with an advisor when I get back to Fredericton and maybe they can help me. If I do switch my major, what do I switch it to? And it means I won't be able to graduate in my four years... which bugs me cause I really want to get this done and get out of here and start a career or whatever... grr.

Work is really tiring me out. I work Wednesday to Saturday, 10-8 and Sunday 12-5. And all I do is sit there. Its depressing and just downright boring. Though I really don't have anything better to do. I've seen Marie over Christmas and that's it. No one else, haven't even had anyone call me to say Merry Christmas. I miss my friends, I don't have many but I miss 'em. Its weird, its been awhile since I've felt this lonely. The suicidalness and depression probably doesn't help much though.

Got my cavity filled today. Yeah, he didn't wait long enough for the freezing to kick in and apparently the doesn't stop when you kick and flail your arms, however grabbing his arms and digging your nails into it does help. He stopped. To say it was almost done. And then started again. I must say I'm in alot of pain now. But it just matches the pain in the rest of my body lately. But off I go... Wicked is really good, so I'm gonna continue reading.