My apologies

When I deal with things, I deal in funny, odd, and twisted ways. And I think I can offend people in the process. So yeah, this is my apology to anyone who I've said something to the effect of "You'll forget about me eventually and not even know I exist anymore", there are a couple of you specifically to whom I've said this. And I apologise. I realize it probably insinuates that I think little of your frienship for me, and of your overall friendshippy-ness in general. And that's not true. Its just my way of dealing, somehow it makes me feel better to know that if someone moves away or we fall out of contact that they've forgotten about me completely or are moving away or not keeping in contact because of me or something I've done. Like, I said: twisted and its not a good way of dealing I realize that and I'm sorry if anything I've said has upset anyone. Believe me when I say I don't want anyone to move away or lose contact with anyone.
So yeah, Sorry. Just my way of dealing, unfortunately I've yet to discover any way (either good or bad) of dealing with this darn seminar, which I need to get back to working on.