Study Dilemna etc

Studying and I don't get along. For a couple reasons. 1) I can't concentrate, at all, ever. This is partly cause I haven't been taking my meds and partly just one of my character flaws... or mental instabilities, which ever. And 2) I don't need to study to pull off a decent mark. Ironically, the exams I've done the most studying for have been the ones I've done horribly on (i.e. Myth last term - lots of studying, and I failed it). This may not seem like a problem but it is cause I said decent mark, not superb marks, I want superb marks yet I don't study... and therefore only get decent marks. Anyways, gonna change that for my next couple exams. With that A+ paper in psyc, I know if I do well on the exam I can do really well overall in the class and that's what I want soo.. gonna study alot.
And therefore only a few more things before I go off to study for as long as I can before I become distracted or pre-occupied with something.
Its wet out. And puddles annoy me when they're too big for me to jump over.
I did not get sleep last night, the last few nights I"ve slept really well but I knew it wouldn't last long and of course all it took was some crazy person to kill a bunch of people. Hate to admit it but I cried over it most of the night ... I'm overly sensitive sometimes, especially to this so far away from me.
Jack likes my feet. Like to rub his head, he doesn't mind if I use my foot. If I'd done that with Willow she would have thought it was a sign for her to attack the foot, Jack on the other hand likes it. Which is good, means I can multitask, wash dishes AND make the cat happy.
I packed a bit last night. Going to pack up some kitchen stuff tonight during my study break.
Oh and according to a creepy guy on facebook, I have a girl next door kind of look, yet I"m sexy... great. Amusing thing is, the more prominent face on my profile picture is actually of Melissa, so its unlikely he's even talking about me. So I changed my picture to one that's just me - If I'm gonna get compliments, they might as well actually be about me.
I got invited out for a girl's pizza night... with a bunch of people much older than me... not that I mind, I prefer it but its cool. Unfortunately, I think I'm going to have to pass. Seeing as I'd have to leave right now, which means getting dressed again and cause I really should study tonight... which is frustrating cause I'd really like to go.. grr...
Anyways, back to work. Later all.